Holy moly...

So I wrote this post about a month ago, but was too much of a chicken to post it.

I'm a firm believer in releasing "stuff" into the universe.

It's healthier for me to put "it" out there rather than hold "it" in.

"It" being anything.

Due to fear, I have held this in because I was/am scared to release it into the universe.

I'm afraid it's not going to happen...

But today is the day I conquer this fear and release "it" into the universe and hope for the best!

We are pre-approved.

For a loan.

In a neighborhood we LOVE and is a 1/4 mile from Lake Norman.

To build the house of our dreams in an established neighborhood on our desired lot... ahhem, Lot 262 please!

Although we've been working with a realtor for over 6 months now,

I didn't expect for this to happen and I really didn't expect for it to happen so soon.

My genius of a husband, on the other hand, knew this was going to happen.

He knew we'd find a house early this year, but he didn't know we'd be building our dream home.

I have so much anxiety over this.

Anxiety and Excitement.

At this point, more anxiety than excitement.

20% down is scary stuff!

And being pre-approved is kind of a joke.

I want final approval.

Until final approval, I don't really believe it's happening.

I feel like such an adult :)